Last night we gathered
in Rendi’s house as he was going to leave the town in the next day (today). A
great time we had there. Yet it might be the last chance to get together like
that.
With Rendi leaving this
city, it feels different since he has been my great partner in each of our
struggle finding a job. Now I am supposed to carry on, but now I feel that I
can hardly manage to get out of my depression. I don’t know why this kind of
feeling binds me and makes me slumped more terribly. All I want to do is to go
home now. Yes, going back to Blitar! But it is not the solution as I will find
it more difficult to find a job there. I have no idea how I can get out of this
shackle. I need to rise !
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